pretty ugly big 20

today is my big day. i need botox!~
oh crap, im old. i can see frown lines and wrinkles on my forehead!!!
*panic panic*

this year’s b’day was rather quiet. had only 1 celebration, with my family that is.
dad got me my fav banana choc cake frm secret recipe. i was so happy and i drank so much wine(im legal) till i was a lil tipsy. that is why i couldn’t blog any earlier. its unbelievable that i am 20 now. no more a teen. basically i am not a girl not yet a woman. im just in between u know, a young lady. *wink*

i didn’t celebrate with friends and all, a lil quiet i would say. kinda miss the noise and fun i used to have on my birthdays. when i was in NS camp, i had 3 birthday surprises from 3 different group of friends. ain’t it cool… although this year was a lil quiet, i wasn’t lonely, in fact i had a very big dinner with my family on the eve of my birthday and a romantic dinner with my hunny bunny baby boo in an Italian restaurant having our all time fav Rotelle Fantasia”. its really good! *slurp*

this post here is dedicated to those who remembered me birthday. although u guys couldn’t be here to celebrate with me, but u ppl never failed to make me smile by sending me a simple SMS or a call. u guys really touched me, yeap, right here *points at heart*…
i actually wrote down a list of names, but im not gonna put them up here, because i lost count. >.< thank u guys, for cheering me up. some of my long lost friends actually called me up. what a surprise!!!

thank u once again for the great n wonderful gifts and dinner. i love it so much.
at least u guys make me happie being 20 and gave me a reason to live!!!

bye bye teenage years and hello world!

daddy could not stop telling me that i grew up so fast n he just cant accept the fact that im already a big gurl. daddy, don’t u worry, i will always be my daddy’s little girl.

look what kong jien sent me?! i’m only 20!
anyway very nice, appreciate it..
(images are clickable)
are u still in singapore? u better be if i catch u here, im gonna go after u. =)

can u see what it says on th label? its CHOCO MELT LIP BALM from stefie!!!
Love it so so much!!!!
its chocolate for crying out loud!

*note : thank u fanshu for the special birthday post on your blog!

sorry for the small font…u gotto squint ur eyes while reading this, i seriously have no idea how to fix this!

time for some pics, baby!

i finally have time to do a lil editing of the pics i took a month ago. was so busy with my assignments. what to do…this is my final semester for beta year…need to get into deans list n hopefully my dad will buy me a mini cooper. >.<

la~ here it goes…

this is the 3rd day of CNY… had a small open house n also celebrate wendy n stef’s 20th b’day.
I had so much fun n enjoyed myself on that day, thank u to those who made it there n hope to see u guys again next year.

These pics below are the pics taken during stef’s surprise b’day dinner. lucky gurl, celebrate so many times. =)

birthday gurl with her cute cake
look at sCha, sho looks high!!! cute… *cubit!!*

** click on pic to get a larger view.

day filled with love!

what a day.

i started my 3rd day of CNY at 4am. didn’t get much sleep last night, and the night before and the night before! @_@
i had to clean the hse, do this and do that. go visiting here n there. gosh, it isn’t really a break for me, every festive season, esp Chinese New Year. surely there are things for me to do.

today i am very very happy. i had hosted a gathering at my place like every other year, but this year is better than the previous ones. its just getting better. i had so much fun and i am really happy. i don’t know how to express myself in words but i surely am HAPPY!

hmm, let me give u some updates. things are smooth sailing for me and jas0n’s family. i have been joining them for breakfast lunch and dinner. his family really made me so welcome and so at home. i feel like i am part of the family. i am very grateful that they can accept me and yes, my parents too can accept jas0n.
other than that, i am very glad that my close friends are still the same. well, they have change physically but not their attitude. we are still able to get along very well, and laugh our asses off on lame lame jokes. =) no one can understand how i feel right now. i just feel like crying =’)

*tears of joy rolling down my cheeks*

my life has been wonderful. i am blessed with joy and laughter, and most importantly Love.

i will not trade this life of mind with anything else. never…

…and to all that came to my house today, thank u very much and i appreciate it alot. thank u!
i hope to see u guys again next year, same time and same day at the same place!!!

happeeee chinese new yeAr and hapie holiday! ^^,

** this post is out to wendy, my bestfriend who just turned 20. HAPPIE BiRTHDAY!!!