I’m blogging again… like finally

Woah, I cannot believe I am updating my blog again. I never thought I would actually update. Like after how many donkey months?! I also kinda forgot how to log in to my website. That is how freaking long I didn’t blog.

Just a quickie. This year has been a bitch to me. I had a horrible first job, lost my loved one, non-stop going tot he hospital, having friends come and go, not having enough time to myself, not enough sleep…

Enough is enough. I quited my job, and found another. Finally moving on with life, accepting how life works and slowly picking myself up. I also have decided to take a break from here, from all this sadness. Therefore, I applied for a work and travel visa to Australia. I have got everything done and my visa is approved; after so much pain (very painful process) going through the Ministry of Foreign Affairs in Putrajaya just to get my paper work sorted out.

See, I wanted to escape from my daily routine so bad that I actually applied for a visa and will be leaving on 1st March 2011, but then right now at this point in time, I am feeling very heavy hearted.

In the process of picking myself up, I realize that I don’t really need to run away from here to be happy. Because to be poko-poko-blue-bunny honest, I am happy right now. I have been hitting the gym very often, work all my troubles away, been helping mom set up an online boutique which is doing pretty okay(www.vainpod.com *wink*), been working with Studio 212, meeting clients, developing iPhone apps and design for a month and plus now. Seriously, I am liking what I am doing. Today is my off day. And yes, working with Studio 212 I really get off days off. Unlike my previous company, although it’s my off days, weekends, public holidays or whenever I am on MC, I still have to work from home. Thinking about it makes me sick. Well in order to keep myself super busy, I even signed up for the Nike KL vs SG 5K run and I bought tickets to watch Adam Lambert live in KL.

I guess i shall not dwell on what is gonna happen next. What ever comes, comes. I will make it a point to upload all the pictures that is in my draft box this week.

Will upload again soon :)



Finally, Food Poisoning!

Omg!!! How I miss blogging! *teary eyes*

Urgh, been really bz lately.. Yea as you can see my lst real post was posted in Dec.

I have not been able to blog due to work. Well, my daily routine is basically like go to work, then off to the gym and when i get home it’s usually 10.30-11 PM! yes PM! what I do next? I sleep! What about weekends you ask? My weekends are dedicated to my family!!

Gosh this working thing has been pulling mem down. I feel so lifeless. Never been to a club for bout a month plus. Never got to catch up with my buddies for yumcha session for too long! I even miss Tim when he was here in Malaysia. arghhh! I hate myself.

So yeah, finally got food poisoning yesterday. Don’t know what nonsense i ate.Keep vomiting out sh*t. I was in such a mess, and I think i scare baby Jason a bit. :<

So today I had decided to work from home, and thus I have a lil time for my blog. Can almost see virtual corppe webs! *eewwww*

Will be off to Thailand this friday. Will be back! (hopefully I find fried grasshopper and morning glory *fingers crossed*)

Ciao for now.

Bait Host is a bitch

I have been long gone, i know… well, just a month or so.

My blog has been down due to the stupid web hosting company (BaitHost). They screwed up, big time!!!! Just because they did a boo boo, they got my blog screwed as well.

It has been really stressful for not being able to blog. My fingers feel itchy.. some kinda reaction like how a drug addict is addicted to drugs.

Well now, I got my blog back. Do visit for more updates.

Been really busy with convocation and such. Will update more soon!



p/s: i have lost my blog roll. so plas do leave me a comment on this post of ur blog link and etc. =) love you guys!

milo and potato chips

let’s see.

it’s 2.50 am right now, i just got up. hmm…

shouldn’t drank that Livita i bought last night. kinda screws up my system @_@

i think i am becoming nocturnal again (oh no!). for the past 1 month i have been good. slept around 2 am everyday, and wake up at a normal time, around 8-9 am daily, till this week.. i had to stay up late last night to finish up my FYP. time all screwed up already.

ouh well, at least i am finally done with my FYP board presentation today, that means 1 more digital presentation and i am done with MMU. it kinda suck… i mean my presentation sucked big time.

i skipped dinner today, and i woke up with a gastric. #$@#%

i guess i will just have to eat what i have. my house mate.

*evil laff*

Journey to the hospital? It was hell? I hate it?

I am so glad to be back!

What happen. I started having off and on fever since the Saturday, two weeks ago. Just came back from my Life Saving Course and got immediate sunburn and slight fever. Fever never went off. Basically was sick for the whole mid-term break.

Seeking help. Then it came to Sunday night, a week after that. Mid term break ended, went back to campus, and thats when i started vomiting non-stop. Went to the 3 different doctor, that week. Diagnosed with a viral fever and got myself a few jabs on the butt and a blood test. Not dengue, so it is a relieve. But more vomiting and fever. Can’t do anything but to lie down and get some good rest.

Vomiting worsen as the day goes, body rejecting food intake, then on Thursday, body started to reject water. can’t even take a single droplet of water.

Grandma suggested that I seek a Chinese medium for help. I went to the temple, the guy went on TRANCE!!! I am so so so so so so so scared. So sorry to say this, but I was freaking shaking like a leaf when I saw him go on trance. He held my hand and told me what symptoms I had been having for this past few days, and then he gave something for recovery.

I went home and do as he said. I SWEAR! i started eating and drinking. was craving for some sweet drinks and food. So then, I took a nap and that night everything came out. nope, nothing was digested. I survived 4 days without food and 2 days plus without water. Till last Saturday midnight, I was admitted to Pantai, Cheras.


The condition. When i was in the hospital, I had a quick blood test, and normal procedure, then admitted. Found out that fever was a bad viral fever, had severe gastric problem. And because of the gastric that I had, it trigger some kidney problem, mainly due to dehydration.

The feeling. It sucks to stay in the hospital. I don’t remember my last stay in HUKM was this awful. The bed was really uncomfortable, the food was bad, toilet was funny (it had a mini ramp like those you see in X games), injections was painful, medication was bitter, had the whole room to myself was scary, hand was numb and blood drawing was the worst!

Bored and lonely. I never really tell anyone that I was admitted, whether my friends or family. Grandma called from Singapore, Daddy and I had to lie. So I was dead bored to be honest. I never felt so bored and lonely before. I didn’t want my friends to see me in that state, didn’t want my parents to stay over to accompany me, because the environment was really uncomfortable , so I will tell them that I am OKAY.

Daddy brought me my handphone, PSP, hoping it will keep me company, but I was on drips, couldn’t even type a proper message and can’t even play a proper game.

There’s nothing to be watched on TV when there is no Astro. All I see on TV is just Malaysia’s ex and new Prime Minister. Every single hour of the day, same old news. The only time I was really watching TV was on Sunday morning, when Spongebob was aired on TV3, or was it NTV7?


if it hadn’t be it, i will be counting holes on my body.

Hygiene. I haven’t been able to bathe or shower since Thursday. I STINK. I cannot take it. Same clothes, same undies, and to make things worst, i had period. Waited and waited till Sunday when the nurse finally let me off drip for an hour. I bathe, and bathe and bathe. Getting my hair wet never felt this good!

What I don’t like. Taking blood! They never find my vein. Honestly, I am a very weird human being. Only can draw blood from right hand, and since my right hand is on drip, they have got no choice but to take blood from my left. The doctor have to poke 2-4 times to get it right. T___T

I appreciate. The nurses and doctor who are so good at their job.

Things I did when I reach home. take off clothes & bandages, bathe & shave weigh myself =D, spray a lot of EA. my fav.

Now. I am feeling so so much better. Recovering well, worried at the same time though. Don’t know if I can make it to my presentation this coming 14th. I have to speed things up, try to catch up with time that I have lost.


I’m pretty sure that u all know that i lost my IC lately. been stressing out over it so so much!

anyway i went and make a police report, then head to JPN to get myself a new 1. supposedly the charges for making a lost IC is Rm100 + Rm10 for the first lost, then the amount increases, the more time u lose it.

While i was making my IC, the lady at the counter was asking me if I am still studying, show i pulled out my MMU student ID and showed her. I got 50% for being a student. so the damage was oni Rm50 + Rm10. fuh… this kinda thing also got discount 1 ar? so anyway I made my IC and collected it three days later.

I tell you… I was really unhappy with my IC. I look like I dunno what in the pic!!!! #!@)$#@$!#~

flash damn hard on my face. damn ugly lo! WHY WHY WHY is always the IC picture ugly? I dunno about you, but I know a lot of people out there, who usually are very photogenic, takes good picture but always when it comes to their IC they looked funny. I think its a curse! I don’t look bad at all in my driver’s license.

so freaking angry la. haven’t even enter my casino with my IC yet, and i have already lost it.

picture is too ugly to be posted here

anyway that is my new IC. (Shit~ gonna live with it till I’m 30 or so.)

I am still furious about the picture and am not satisfied with certain things. =\

I hate the :-

1. the empty spaces

2. the feather around the picture

i’ve filled up the empty space =) click image to enlarge!

why can’t they take a more artistic, nicer lighting picture?

or a less “geli” picture of me?

or a picture of me hugging a keg of beer?!

or use a syiok sendiri picture of me

or a shot of me on a vacation… promote Malaysia a bit

or maybe another camwhore picture?

or use Facebook Profile picture on the MyKad.. that will be cool

or me and my pet dog

or even me and my bf!!!!

anyway, after all the trouble going to the police station and to JPN… on the day of my MyKad collection, I found my IC >.<

see la!


There’s not much a different if you compare my old and the new IC, still they take same old ugly picture, feathered edges, blank spaces, same boring blue as the background BUT… they improve their typing skill. Look at the layout of my name. the last time they blame me for my name is too long to be placed in 1 line. well ok maybe.. but i got feeling its typo.

Day 34: Here I am…

in the office, again.

i don’t remember what happen 6 hours ago. i don’t remember going home and sleep. hmm, i think i should start calling this office my 2nd home. ><

dino reminds me of jas0n <3

I hope I don’t have to stay in the writer’s room all day again. pretty much sick of it.Yesterday had 3 meetings back to back. no make that 4. First was a presentation to the ECD then to the ACD and then to the Accounts Manager. After all that meeting my Art Director called me in for a brief and to find out i have to do 3D on Maya… Only had half a bun for dinner. Hopefully they will let me go today. I want McD’s and more onion rings!

I kick a$$,


onion rings

rocks. i did so much this weekend. well, at least i thought i did.

I went for a campfire in Bukit Bintang Boys School on Saturday night. jas0n wanted to show me around and introduce his scout friends and also his buddies to me. they are really happening. had a blast. while i was in the school, looking at the other kids there, i wished to relive the moments in high school, by far that was like the best times ever.

and, and, jas0n dear brought me to A&W to get the waffles that i have been craving for nearly a week, and to be honest, it’s my first time having the onion rings. and right now i cant stop thinking bout it.

enough of the cravings and ranting, back to reality. it’s Monday, and i am in the office.

not getting any symptoms of Monday blues, but i am definitely feeling all drained out n exhausted~

p/s: i want onion rings >.<

bad luck 100%

lady cluck luck went for a holiday with my goat, Christopher.

this week is awesomely bad luck.

if it was raining here now i would be worried, very worried that i might get struck.

i am barred from 2 subjects in my university. i have no luck with the internship thinggy. i have got replies, but they were pathetic. oh jelly beans… no.

besides no luck with internship and being barred or what so ever, i kinda almost fell in the toilet bowl while i was at it, had freaking 2X period, ran outta pads, gotten bad bad allergies after dinner, lost my allergy pills, i even freaking choked on my own saliva and and, the best part was, i have no idea since when i have used up the space in my C drive… i had to remove my Need For Speed Pro Street in order to install my other important programmes.

i blame my gloomy desktop wallpaper for all this bad luck n stuff. i am gonna change it now. yes i am.

argh.. i think i sound like i am high on drugs or something. noh i am not, and i am on drugs then my thai test like phuck and i am happy phat friend and steamboat with prawns with red paint in the Petronas gallery and my painting canvas broke and cost me rm69 with some chicken feather that belongs to a duck that is doing some 3D in Maya.